Tonight is the night that I can’t sleep. I really don’t know why. Maybe it’s because I was watching the Matrix. But there must be some explanation why I choose not to go to bed and do as I plan the day before yesterday.

One explanation is that I am concerned with the situation in my country. The situation is getting worse and worse. It’s been two days now since PAD takes control of the Don Mueng and Suwannabhum airports and this inevitably affects our country at least the perception the world has on Thailand right now. People start killing each other who is on the different side. We don’t know what will be the government decision on this matter. The military too we don’t know. One side we know is that นปก. which will definitely cause the riot if the military intervene by the coup.

I don’t know how and why, but somehow, my hunch said PAD might lose this fight…. The causes come from both sides, the government and PAD itself. Somehow, I think this government and its members are too bad than we could imagine. They could have done something unmorally, such as masacre or something and claim that this is the thing they have to do because the PAD is rebelling. If they will do, they can. For the PAD side, after they capture both airports and all the violence occured along the way, they have lost their legitimacy to non-bias educated middle class people already. I really think this group of people is the key player who can change the result or at least maintain it as it was.

What makes non-bias educated middle class people so important in this game? I think it’s because they look at the situation as it has been. Look at it, cut into pieces, and discuss with information and reasons what the situation is going on.  Their voice represents the truth or at least the closest approximate truth. Only the truth has weight in the world. It is what people would believe and finally be convinced. If you ask who would international society listen to, it would be these people.

As far as I can see now, the legitimacy goes to the government. Of course, not for killing people, but for staying in power and using the appropriate measure to stop the situation. I think now it comes to the point of which the government has to decide what measure will do use to stop this incident.

If they really connect to Mr.Taksin, I’m sure the measure will be painful to PAD leaders and those who are against him. Mr. Taksin will act through the government and revenge those who force him to leave the country. This time he will not let any seed for the next demonstration left.

For now I just hope that the scenario will not happen. The story will end peacefully and for the best of our country. No more people die for any idiology or anyone.